Friday, October 17, 2008

Here I Go Again

Sorry it's been a while since I last posted but I'm getting everything back on track now.

On day 7 of my detox I unfortunately had to put my cat to sleep. It was absolutely one of the hardest things I've had to do and she will always hold a special place in my heart. For several days after I had no appetite and didn't really eat and then ended up reverting to some old binge eating habits. Going back to the standard american diet I felt like crap and was not only depressed from my recent loss but I could feel that the food fed on that depression completely overwhelming me. I had no motivation for anything and fell drastically behind on my school work.

Instead of listing this as a failure I will embrace it as yet another learning experience. So here I go again!